soju's Journal

7:26AM - refractions in the plastic pulse

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1:59AM - hi

because of some ill shit that is going on.. this is now friends-only..

if you wanna read up. add me to your list, i'll add you back.

5:05PM - outside

yeaaaaaaah... its movie night tonight (?)

*tapdances*

4:48PM - f

	*mimic* a mysterious fighter who mimes allies' movements different; versatile; untouchable
[Final Fantasy Tactics Job Class]

	*ninja* a superb warrior with mad skillz. resourceful; evasive; kick-ass
[Final Fantasy Tactics Job Class]

8:35PM

6:21PM - join my community.

I rarely, rarely, rarely EVER talk about politics. but...
. I would like to start off by saying that I am not some antiwar hippy. Truly. I am not. Half of the people I know are in the military, and I know that sometimes war is unavoidable.
If you dont like what I'm about to say, then go back to your klan meetings, and canned hotdogs.

nuclear weapons should not be used just because the person YOU elected feels like using them. (not you specifically, but i say you, because I fucking voted for nader~!!)

http://www.livejournal.com/community/nomorenukes/

1:02PM - yay. alone-ness

I dont need this extra stress in my life.
I dont need men. or anyone.
players.. relationships..love. sex.. dating. fuck it all. I dont need this.

fuck this pain in my eyes.

i am borrowing some electrical engineering books. I have a really good idea but I cant say waht it is because I dont want anyone stealing my idea.
now.. i just need to find a plastic-moulding machine of some sort that I can rent for like.. 8 hours.
*ponders*

3:36PM - laundry day

cette page est intentionellement laiss?e vide.

8:16PM - lovely

i just downloaded a score of mp3s from the video game final fantasy series.. *dies* i love this shit. That game is just like theatre.. the music is so dynamic.. it has a script and everything.. So.. I'm making like "the best of" compilation. If any other videogame nerds are interested let me know. otherwise I'll just enjoy this by mahself. haha.

i also found this.. :D in winamp just copy the link and paste it in the url spot http://tnlradio.servemp3.com:8000/listen.pls

8:13PM - tired

what the hell?. work. work.work. work. all the live long day..


too tired to go out.. but i going out anyway...

stressing.. because i dont think i wrote down the correct zip code when i sent the package.

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so. anyway. I did end up going out tonight. i went to see an old friend.. and thenn... we went to dennys and talked about binary numbers and such.. over cherry lemonade and pie..
i drove home.. and one of the neighbours was standing in the shadows smoking a smoint.. and he called me over, but i turned to look and i didn't see anybody.. but then he stepped into the light.. and that silly kid is shipping out in 3 weeks for the navy. he was telling me about all this drama with his sisters being all pregnant and whatnot. and then one of the other neighbours joined us in our little late night conversation. we stood outside till my toes froze.. and then d. had to go to work. and i came inside with all 10 toes feeling frostbitten. but they're thawed now.
he invited me to a late lunch tomorrow.. we will see.

11:27PM - and dont forget

ouch.....


that....was....not..very...nice....of...him...to.do..

that..was.a...slap..in...the..face......

2:35AM - no

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say it ain't so
say it ain't soOoooooooooOoooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

You're killin me. how could you say that

12:50PM - seattle..

i'm in seattle. eating chocolate mint covered oreos.. but i have no milk.. i feel so bad. i shouldn't have come. i dont know what to say. i am haunted everywhere i go. it all looks the same here. it brings back happy memories.. except now when i remember them.. it feels more like a stab in the back. i cant do anything about that though. i am haunted by it. its not that I still care.. because I'm numb now. what hurts is that I could be so stupid.

its not the same without sonya here to make me feel better. gawd i miss that girl. she was great.

i'm listening to delerium..